Dear
anyone wholl listen,
I dont know whats wrong with me, but recently I just cant focus on anything not my art, my stories, deviantart, video games
anything. And I find myself sitting and doing nothing for long periods of time, or just being on my laptop, not getting anything done. I mean I want to care, but I just cant seem to. Im pushing everyone away, with questions and angry tones. I cant even seem to stay friends with my dad and Ive been the best of friends with him since I can remember.
I always feel like crying, but theres nothing wrong with my life. I mean I could complain, and I often do, but there are so many more people who have it worse. Its like Id rather be sad than numb. But I dont even have that anymore.
I hate my life but I have no reason to. I really wish I could just focus on my art, or my writing but even on my free time, I cant.
I want so much, and I get a lot. But when I get what I want I just want more, and I cant seem to remember what Ive gotten so I feel like I have nothing.
I love doing things but once somethings over I dont remember what happened except for a vague feeling about it, and a few random details.
I know everything I do right now is wrong, but I really dont know how to fix it, even though people tell me
if theres anyone Ive hurt because Im so distant I dearly sorry and I hope that they can forgive me, when I fix myself.
With a numb apology,
Jazmyn
P.S. If you see me staring like I dont care, I probably do but just dont know how to show it. I should but I dont, Im sorry, I soo sorry.


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If you receive this back 1 time, open up! Find more friends, enemies, or enemies pretending to be friends
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YOU'VE BEEN HUGGED!
Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)
RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!
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if death is the only way out...I got your ticket!
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if death is the only way out...I got your ticket!
vote on my poll >>> [link]
I hope that helped anyway >w<;;
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vote on my poll >>> [link]
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if death is the only way out...I got your ticket!
vote on my poll >>> [link]
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YOU HAVE BEEN KISSED!!!
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2- You can't kiss the person more than 3 times
3- You -MUST- kiss 6 other people
4- You should kiss them in public! Paste it on their user page! c'mon..don't be scared of public displays of affection
5- Random kisses are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
6- You should most definitely get started kissing right away!
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